Days like this I wonder why we bother? After trying and praying so hard, J' Florida orders seem to be falling through the cracks. ON A TECHNICALITY! I mean okay, it makes sense, but it's such a bitter pill to swallow. I don't want to give up hoping that it will come through, I really don't. I tell myself to be positive, I keep a smile on and keep my voice chipper for J because he's understandably not taking this well. But everytime he checks the system and nothing has changed it's like a piece of me dies.
I know we should probably start thinking of what we'll do if there really is no chance of going to Florida. But it feels like if we start doing that then we'll have given up, and I don't want to give up. I want this dream to come true.
I know we should probably start thinking of what we'll do if there really is no chance of going to Florida. But it feels like if we start doing that then we'll have given up, and I don't want to give up. I want this dream to come true.
- Mood: distressed
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